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Hey ya! it's been 9 months since i have updated my blog. I have actually created a new blog, but shall keep all of you in suspense till it's been steady and running. =)

The hint is: something to do with xiaobao. =P

I can't remember what happen last year...maybe i had a happy christmas coz i received plenty of presents. =D Other than that, no impression of whatsoever. As for this year, i have applied for UOL Business degree and is in the midst of taking the bridging course and exams will be on the start of june. Now then i realise working and studying at the same time is quite tiring, but surprisingly, this time round, i had been very alert for all lessons, not sleeping and not dreaming away (once a while la) BUT my level of understanding is quite poor so i picked up real slow...

Anyway, wish me luck to get good grades ok? Wish colin more coz he needs a B to get into his course. In march i went for cruise on board Star Virgo. This is the first time i sat on a boat. Ok,,they going to call me suaku again coz its a SHIP, not a boat. Witness the kiasuism inside the boat when singaporeans had their buffet dinners blah blah blah.. but overall its still a pleasant experience for me. I took whatever pics i can take..i thnk about 200 over pics..we even play pictionary inside. Had been through all the places we should go..

Ok let's talk about fashion now. i have some necklace which if anyone of you is interested. pls let me know latest by Sunday (20th May07). Will consolidate them at night. You can either email me at jeslynyap@gmail.com or speak to regina at babyywawa@hellokitty.com she's my xiao bang shou.

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A story to share..

Here is a story to share:

There is a girl who was born being the eldest in the family. She looks after the family when the parents are not around, disciplines the siblings and gave her best in providing for the comfort of the family. She married her bf of many years and it was a blessing that she became pregnant with a child due to her difficulty in conceiving. But heaven wasn't being very fair to her, her baby was born with a slight deformity. Little baby's right ear wasn't fully formed and it was very heartbreaking to see the sad look on her face for all the effort for the 9 months. The look of how others would see her baby, the look of how little baby might feel in future and most importantly, whether it affects little baby's hearing or not.

If you see this, pls pray for her. Pls pray that little baby can hear on both ears. Pls pray that little baby is able to have an operation to make the ear normal once again. Pls pray that both parents and baby is safe and sound.

Pls - pray in your heart. Thanks.

how time flies..........

I remembered saying i will update during march but in the end it took me 6months before i come back again. There are so many things to say that i will probably just try to write as many as i could. Probably now - the only reader i have is my little mouse. But i am still very glad.

Today (26th August 06) = is Ben Koh's birthday. I have a great time talking to his girlfriend Audrey. Life is just so unexpected. My girlfriends' club has recently lost a member and today i recruited yet another new member. Current member strength:

- pipi (me)

- Audrey (Ben's gf) - her birthday is just 2 days earlier than mine. So qiao~

- Bee Hoon aka Shermaine (Junior's gf)

- Charmaine (Jon Lau's gf) - though i'm not sure we really talk on the same frequency.

- Vonnie - She has left the club (sob sob!)

- Lala? ( I forgot alex's gf name)

So there's 5..Audrey is really a nice lady to talk to. We really chatted quite a lot although we don't know each other well. Shermaine also. Audrey is embarking on a journey to the west 2 weeks later together with her beloved Ben, pursuing their dreams and love. I was really envious and happy for them that everything turns out well. Perhaps this is what you call good people get good life, good luck and lots of happiness. I thought rich people might be a little stuck up but both of them aren't that kind at all. Glad to know them! Perhaps only some rich people i know..lolz. colin will know what i mean. He knows it best.

On the other hand, dear bee hoon and junior are trying hard to realise their dreams together. Junior has been accepted as student in Australia and will be away for 4 and a half years. OMG.. that is damm long. dear bee hoon refuse to let go of the relationship just like that and decided to further her studies overseas too (which is one and a half year later). Hmm, i was thinking if bee hoon want to know how to juggle overseas relationship, she can ask Chris Ng. CHris is handling his own one quite well right now. I mean i know bee hoon will consider studying in singapore but i seriously think right now - she will go with him. I can't predict if she will change her mind after she graduate from poly but right now, she most probably will be firm on her decision. Hehe. Love is such a big thing.. They both are very nice and compatible couple. I am happy for them.

Too many departures kinda made me want to tear..( as in cry..) In fact, recently 2 such incidents happen to my friends. 1 is vonnie (from my gf's club) and another is one of my good friends. I never really probe vonnie what made her come to this decision but i know deep in her heart, it's tough. I did ask her a few days later after the breakup how is she feeling now, she said she was crying hard the past few days but was trying to keep things right by making herself busy. My heart ached for her. Perhaps the relationship is too hard for her to manage. Probably not becoz of the bf, but her decision to let go for the sake of a better life made me impressed and upset. Sad because i liked seeing her and ezkiel together coz they are a comical and fun couple. Impressed is becoz last time when my relationship isn't right, i SHOULD have left but i didn't. I was stubborn. I lack of courage. I was pessimistic that i couldn't find the right one again. Sorry darling, don't mean to say such things but i really feel it especially faced with the pressure your parents gave me. To me, love = tiredness. When you tolerate or give in until a point you can't stand it anymore, you will snap and go. That is why vonnie did it. I hope that day won't come for me honey.

Imagine you have a wonderful bf who gives in to you, always buy the best things for you, take the last train back home just because he wants to spend more time with you, sends you back home everyday after work, CHANGES everything becoz he fell in love with another girl. Thats how my friend got it. She got the best treatment, had a good looking bf who cooks and cares for her, who Flies her up to the sky and Crush her down right to hell to discover him with another girl. I got 4 good things to say to guys out there:

1) Don't promise things that you can't commit to.

2) Don't say 4ever when you don't mean it.

3) Don't be too selfish but also don't be too over pampering.

4) Always think in other people's position (or consequences) when doing something.

Love sux coz you got to think for a lot of things. Love sux coz u have to spare a thought for others. Love sux coz love is never smooth. Love sux coz .. i'm in love..

Lately, my company's people keep leaving. Especially after the retrenchment wave. It was announced in the newspaper which after that quite a few left. Then with new and additional duties added on, more people left as well. My department itself = 3 person gone. Friday i took pictures for my colleague who was leaving, she is basically dropping waters everywhere. Can see that she reali can't bear to leave the work place but the jump was a good thing for her coz she has gotten her degree. Not the same for the others though. Getting a perm job in my company is tough. It really is. I was numbed about the departures coz the one beside me also leaving soon. Was losing morale and spirit in this company. My new colleague Audrey did help boost my spirits in some way but somehow, the feeling didn't last..I can only say 1 word. SAD. or 2 words. DEMORALISED.

July i tried helping little mouse celebrate his birthday by coordinating with one of his best friends to gather his army mates for a birthday gathering. Turns out they all pay themselves. I didn't like it. Well his friend said they don't like me to pay coz they can afford it. Well it's an ego thing again isn't it? Or maybe it's my ego thing. Isn't it alright for the host to pay for his participant's meals? I am the host's gf so i am co-host. Seriously, you all (whatever who you are) Can please don't treat me like a girl. I am not a girl. I am someone who don't care about male or female. I am just an easygoing pipi. A creature perhaps. I felt i didn't contribute to little mouse's birthday. Perhaps because every year his birthday i will try to do something special to make him happy. This time round i am not happy. I didn't contributed. I know contribution don't have to be monetary, But i ran dead of ideas and thus compensation is my best way to contribute. Moral of the story - Do not coordinate with guys whose ego is 75/100. Should cooperate with guys whose ego is 50/100. hahaha. Sigh. I just feel that i am getting bored. I don't seemed to have crazy ideas anymore. Am i becoming unromantic?? zZzz i also don't know......

Somehow or rather, i felt that i am getting too naggy. THis blog is damm boring. Another reason why i seldom blog is because i write boring stuffs. I remembered i wanted to study. I don't have any goal now. Except to study in university, get good grades and make my family and myself proud. And also upgrade myself in this qualification-required society. Grr SO SICK of my life. There i go again. negativity starts. Let me say something i haven't say for a long time. Forgive me for this. But i really got to say it..

FUCK YOU. 

Coz i haven't say for a long time. I am describing about my life. If my uni application fails, This word will be utilised well on myself. ALright folks, That's all for the day. Need to sleep for mama's birthday celebration tomolo. Love you guys.

p/s: i still play maple but not frequent anymore. stuck at level 93. Thanks.

OMG. MY CHATTERBOX IS GONE!

wah liew, i only 1 month plus never use chatterbox and it auto delete. That is so =____=""

Dear friends, u all only can use the add comments below which means you all must sign up. lolx. i will try to get a new chatterbox soon but super duper lazy now...let me think what i have to update..actually PLENTIFUL!!!

ICecream MAn

I bought icecream from 2 old man i saw at the interchange today. Actually i didn't want to have it, but my heart couldn't bear the thought of seeing a bony man standing and waiting for business but there are so MANY people and yet NOBODY wants an icecream! So i came up and said :"Icecream ji buey!" That old man (older and more boney one) was escastic (is that the right word to use to decribe excited?) and gave me a huge portion out of his icecream 'bank'. At first i tried to be generous by paying 2 dollars and saying no need and keep the change, who knows the other old man got huge bone qi, don't want to take extra means don't to take. So i paiseh take back my 1 dollar lo. I was thinking is it possible to do voluntary work to help pple sell icecreams for 1 day? can't bear to see them so old and yet still working hard. Maybe its true that some people just can't sit and rest around, they like to do something or even work when they are old.

Staff Function at my company (24th February 2006)

24th February is the best memories i ever had working at the present company i'm working now. You know why? I was performing that night. The 6 of us was doing the dance "Don't Cha" by Pussycat dolls and 1 of my group members is a GUY! I am very stupid and super IT idiot so i don't know how to post the video link of our dance to let all of you see. Our dance is more sexy and hip hop and we dress the guy up as a GIRL! (ah gua like, to be exact) Everyone had their good laugh when they watch us dance. "IT was entertaining, as the judges comment". I really got to salute to Jon who gave his all for this dance, he was really acting sexy and he was "flirting" the audience with his sexy moves. As compared to other participants who sing songs only, ours was quite outstanding. Unfortunately, we only get consolation due to the fact that one of the judges is biased again AH gua. =__= He immediately graded us a D when other judges graded us an A. The disappointment is ..i don't know how to describe coz we spent a lot of time training for it. But everytime i see the dance, i laugh. hehe.

Valentine Day

It was normal day except that we went out on a weekday and watch a touching movie. I think all of you should really go and watch the movie. I put on makeup for that special day and all this movie did was to make me hold my tears everytime i want to cry. in the end, makeup smuge and i look like panda. What? don't laugh la, if you know me for long, you know i don't like make up and such things often powdered on the face. But i gave it an exception coz i know my mousey chang will like it. thank budhha i didn't do it until i look like a ghost. ok la, i need to go makan liao. Recently dancing too much for the staff function so now suddenly got so much time at night, i also dunno what to do about it. CYA!

 No songs. No Mood.

Now the blog starts to become sian liao. No SONGS. How am i going to survive with NO SONGS?! Since when blog also has music license. What's wrong for us to buy the cd and use it for our personal blog!! Oh my goodiness..I haven't confirm the matter yet so i can't place my songs...GRRRRR..

 "Song Title: Nothing's gonna change my love for you."

4th Anniversary with my little mouse

I'm suppose to put this song for my blog for the below topic but ended up writing the song name on top. Haiz. Year 2005 has just passed - the christmas of 2005 is the year me and my little mouse celebrated our 4th year anniversary together. We went to my friend's countdown party and i got a lovely peck on the cheek when we counted to 0!! Ah! A simple and yet another meaningful day has passed. =) The mouse is the one that is easily bored - He wants fun but perhaps that party didn't exactly turn out to be the one he thought so he was a little disappointed. Nevertheless, he did went on stage to play squeeze a balloon using the back with another girl. They won the first prize (biscuits...)!

4th Anniversary Poem

Loving you always..

The thought has never changed..

THings happened and surprises occurred..

But that doesn't stop the spark in my heart..

I fought for the meaning of life..

Fought for seeking the inner you..

Now that i have you around my side..

I'll cherish and never ask for more again.

Muacks. WO de yi ke xin. muacks muacks muacks. Don't know why couples when they are together for long, their sparks will lose and love pattern is sometimes up and down. But my spark of fire for little mouse burns brightly. =) Seeing him is like seeing my light , my sun. Something precious that is priceless....

"Song Title: It's my LIFE!" By Bon Jovi.

 Countdown Party No Longer FUN!!!

Have you ever feel dreadful when it comes to countdown parties?

Have you ever feel anger and frustration during countdown parties?

Have you ever feel prejudice towards certain people during festive seasons?

If your answer is all Yes - Maybe you can come join Me - The PiPi's Women's Pride Group

Lol. Not an advertisement gimmick la, just that everytime i go to a major countdown party in town, in singapore, i will come back with a black face. Read this:

Mosquito: Wah Lao, the bangalas very fierce lo. When the foam has started, they start grabbing any girls they can find. They will pull the strings of the girls' bikinis or grab off the whole thing from the front. They carass any part of the woman so long as the person they touched is a girl...Up and down all touch! I beat people up until very shiok.. But it's a disaster, all the girlfriends go there happy happy, all come back with a black face.."

Pipi: Ever since work that are not done by our own country people are being taken over by the "bangalas" due to cheap labour, their "bangie" population increase more than the number of singaporeans give birth to babies. They are like the night hunters - their Hunting seasons arrived the highest during peak seasons - especially festive seasons. I pondered over their capabilities to spend money to buy tickets for such events so i asked: "They sure are willing to spend money to take liberties of girls.."

My friend shook her head and said

Pig: "No la, IT's free admission to Sentosa ma, just that the countdown party is fenced around. When the foam party has started, the Whole big group of them will climb over the fence and start attacking their prey.." When i hear that, my mind is like:"WTF? FREE TOUCHING!"

I think 2 years back, I went to Orchard for CHristmas countdown with my little mouse too. That side is a disaster too. While i was walking towards Takashimaya, there are people walking towards MRT to catch the last train too. IT was Very crowded - human squeeze human scene. Bangalas and few other teenagers had those foam bottles in their hands too. They just spray at you - especially your eyes to blind you. My darling saw that and immediately took the lead in front of me to usher out of the place. This moment, 1 whole Line of bangalas walked past. Suddenly i felt a squeeze/grab on my butt. I got shocked and turned around only to find one whole row of Bangalas. I was furious and i told little mouse that someone touched my butt. He asked me;" Huh?" that makes me more angry and i practically raised my voice and said :"SOMEONE TOUCHED MY BUTT LA!" That sentence turned a few heads and after i got out of the Squeeze, i simply said i wanted to go home.

Newspaper reported 2 girls being surrounded by one group of bangalas and they pull up their tops and pull down their bras and start grabbing. Not many people actually had the courage to report. Not that we dare to anyway. Imagine like mosquito's friend's case, they already beaten up that bangala coz they are furious. How can they bring him to a police station full of injuries?? How can a girl grab a bangala(who is strong from daily construction work) to police station? Enough of the topic. I see them i feel sick. No longer able to trust them anymore. All the molest complaints by my mates / colleagues / other people are all nobody but BAngalas. I wish every major Countdown parties have a sort of firm security so that people who don't pay don't gets in, people who don't behave themselves gets the rightful punishment.

 SaTS TesT is Coming..

ANd my little mouse is DOTA-ing everyday!. ARRRGHHH...fed up. Talk to him he also like:" uh. uh.." Fed up of calling him and all he said is :" i'm playing dota. Talk later ok?" This mouse will only do it last minute. Over confident is not good. Success also comes with hard work. =.= Can't persuade him so just did my own reading and practicising. New Year Coming lo...

 New year resolutions.

Don't know wor.. People keep commenting about my messy hair. My colleagues keep urging me to rebond. I thought of the money i heart pain. My darling ask me try cut short hair. OMG.. i was scared it might turn out to be a big mushroom hair - coz my hair is Pong Pong by nature. goodiness. It's a matter of time i rebond. EH!. So fast one year has passed sia. I still remember a year ago (december) i have rebonded.. Now the hair is back to grass again. HAiz.'

I decided not to say my aims and goals. Coz..some things still seem far away. How about commenting on my sleepless nights? Recently can't sleep well.. keep having nightmares. And my body is very exhausted..but when lying down on bed, the mind keeps running. Cannot relax the mind. BUT NVM.. today is FRIDAY. I learn a new abbreviation today. it's TGIF. I only know LOL or STFU or WTF or LMAO (all from gaming people)..now i got a new word from my colleague jeff - TGIF = THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY. ahahhaha. dunno why, i just find this abbreviation funny. =P

ENough le la, you think i so free to write blog meh? LOL. coz my maple is down T_T STUPiD patch DOESNT WORK! i got a headache. i think i nid a rest. Tata..